Healed, yet empty....

It's strange. I held on for so long and now that I've let go....I feel empty. It's odd, I'm so used to having SOMEONE on my mind. Well, I guess it's not that I don't have anyone on my mind...in fact there are many fascinations running through my mind lately. ;)

This is why I don't like being single. People catch my eye and my attention very easily. THEN it's hard to narrow it down to just ONE. *sigh* Slightly confusing, but only if one happens to notice I'm alive...lmao

There's one or two that I am more interested in than the others, but I am pretty sure one doesn't see me "that" way and I'm still not too sure of the other. It's all good tho. I'm the type of person that loves to collect friends, so either way it's a win-win situation.

I've found myself reverting back to how I was in high school. No, not the immaturity, but the flirtiness and giggling...but, I have yet to find that girl I was who wasn't afraid to let someone know that she's interested in them. Has my past made me too afraid to put myself out there? I am not sure.

All I know is that I am READY for SOMETHING. Damn near ANYTHING. Well, no...not ANYTHING, just something, I guess.

My heart is free to do whatever it wants now that I am free of all the mess of the last year.....now I just have to be careful with it....I don't want it broken again.